what happen to me?? i'm don really understand...

hati : nape kaw ni huh? cpt sgt mnangis? adoh adoh. kaw ni kan? memalukan dri sndri je !
mulut : ntah la. cam ta leh nak tahan je air mata
hati : tu la kaw. dlu bkn main lg, konon nye menangis tu LOSER an? now,tgk la sape loser !
mulut : yeye. now da sdar dh. yes! i'm a loser. but jd loser lg hebad dr jd hipokrit kan?
hati : yup. btol tu. but now kaw sdar la huh?
mulut : kinda
hati : kaw sdar tak kaw buat ape kat skull td?
mulut : sdar. ermmm,
hati : then, ape patut kaw bwt?
mulut : buat bodoh !
hati : see, still nk jd hipokrit?
mulut : perlu ke mntk maaf?
hati : kaw rse kali ni sape buat slh?
mulut : ntah.
hati : serious tak tahu?
mulut : FINE. my fault !!
hati : good job dear ! so, kne wat ape?
mulut : say sorry ?
hati : then?
mulut : ermm, try tak wat lg?
hati : good job. i know u can't avoid her !
mulut : blh je kot. nak dare?
hati : STOP BEING HYPOCRITE HONEY !
mulut : okay fine. I CAN'T AVOID HER !
hati : loser much
mulut : much better than being hypocrite right?
hati : now u get it!